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Diana ([personal profile] radicalsix) wrote in [community profile] lovessorrow2016-07-17 02:32 pm

happiness is closer than you think (diana cmo)



An open post where everything is pain and nothing is okay and six billion people are dead from feels
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I'LL KEEP YOU WARM

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SHELTER FLAVOR

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[As far as Sigma remembers, he drew a thirtieth line on the wall in the morning, making it the thirtieth day of both him and Diana being stuck in this shelter when the whole Decision Game took place. However, since it was long over, there's not much for them to do, apart from waiting for someone to come and rescue them. That someone would most likely be Akane, but what could be possibly stopping her from coming back? He did his best not to come up with any scenarios and just waited alongside Diana, trying to keep her company.

According to the watch on his wrist, it's almost midnight now. In a few minutes, he'll be able to draw a thirty-first line, but after giving it some thought, he decides to do it in the morning because Diana seems to be still awake.]


Can't sleep?
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-17 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sigma, who's been sitting by the bar counter all this time, turns around on the stool to have a better look at her instead of just peeking from behind his shoulder. Of course that he has noticed all these changes she's been through during the past thirty days, but pointing them out would be pointless anyway.]

I was just thinking.

[About what or for how long, that he doesn't say. He doesn't move either, just watching the woman from where he's sitting. It was difficult to miss her chattering teeth.]

I'll go and look for some more blankets.

[The offer sounds a bit strange, especially since they've been through every nook and cranny in every and each room in the facility. Well, there's always a slight chance that they missed something.

Sure, there's another and simpler way to warm Diana up, but he tries not to think about it.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-17 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can't help knitting his eyebrows a little while after her sneeze. She's been always like this, putting up a brave act even in a situation like this...

For a longer while, Sigma remains seated, his eyes fixed on her. It's difficult to tell what he's thinking about from his gaze, though. Immersed in his thoughts, the man even forgets to actually reply or appreciate Diana's sense of humor.]


Just close your eyes and try to count sheep or something, maybe that'll help. I won't disturb you anymore.

[It may have been the worst piece of advice he has given and he's painfully aware of that.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He knows, he knows it so well. How many times did the try that himself only to end up being more frustrated because he couldn't fall asleep at all? The answer is countless times.

As long as they're going to talk, she's not going to doze off, however.]


I'm not going to leave you, don't you worry.

[His voice is rather dry, but at least Sigma finally stands up on his feet and slowly starts walking towards the couch, being bombarded by a thousand thoughts. It wouldn't be a lie if he said that all of them are about Diana. How brave and she is, how beautiful she is, even with a runny nose.

He sits just next to her and places his hand on top of her shoulder to slowly pull her into an embrace.]


Any better?
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, he's not as stoic as Diana considers him to be, that's for sure. Years of having his emotions kept at bay couldn't dull his affection for her. There was something for him to do here, in Dcom, though and he couldn't simply just neglect many years of work because of a selfish desire.

As much as he wanted to, he just couldn't. There's too much at stake.

Now, however, they're trapped in this facility and nothing can be done unless they get out of here. So maybe, just this once...he could...]


Like this is where you belong?

[Maybe he has just said too much, but he couldn't care less.]

Or...like you're on a cloud?

[Diana told him that only once, long time ago, but he still can see her embarrassed face. Actually...he has high hopes to see it once again.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe he shouldn't be so delighted to see her blushing face, but to think of it, that might be a good method to warm her up even more.]

Don't be.

[His voice is calm as ever, and he slowly tightens the grip, making sure not to hurt her but at the same time to press her closer. ]

It's...a pretty nice thing to hear.

[Even though he technically hasn't heard, it still brings a soft smile on his lips.

After all these years...it's on the tip of his tongue, but he remains quiet about it. Giving her too much information would be useless at this point, anyway.]


I'm really glad.

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22 YO LOOKING FOR LOVE

[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[If this wasn't a fateful encounter, then Sigma had absolutely no idea how one would look like.

When they met for the first time, he had been visiting one of his friends in the hospital. It was nothing serious, but he needed to be hospitalized for a few days and since there was no helping it, Sigma offered to help him out with all kinds of things: from bringing his friend stuff from his room back in the dorms to shopping for snacks or soft drinks. It wasn't like Sigma had anything better to do, really...just a thesis to write. No big deal, especially since inspiration he needed was nowhere to be found.

That afternoon, he had brought his friend his favorite book, so he could kill some time when he would be alone. That was when it happened.

She entered the room.

Honestly speaking, to Sigma, it was more like she gracefully glided across the hospital room more than just walking. And her smile, he had never seen such a radiant smile. It made him completely ignore the fact that her eyes seemed rather tired—all he could notice was how beautiful they were.

He couldn't even make out what she was saying, but fortunately for Sigma, she just spoke to his friend and went out in a haste so she wouldn't bother them. It wasn't too difficult to pick up that Sigma would love to be bothered for hours and his friend didn't fail to notice that.]


Ain't I lucky?

[One lucky bastard...Sigma looked around the room, trying to come up with a plan how to become a patient as well. His friend could tell what was going on in his head and just laughed before giving him a box of chocolates he kept in the drawer.]

Well, I thought about giving her this...I must ask you for your help one more time, pal.

[Truly touched, Sigma took the chocolates and went on how he owed his friend one. He sure did, but before repaying his debt, there was an important task he needed to fulfill immediately.

That's why he's standing in the hallway right now, looking around and grasping the box of chocolates tightly behind his back. Just where is she...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[It really must be his lucky day—not only did he find a cute girl, but also said cute girl bumped right into him. Yes, definitely a lucky day. However, instead of just standing here and contemplating how fortunate he is, he should just respond...which he eventually does, of course, but before that happens Sigma just stares at her, making the situation way more awkward than it was, probably.]

N-No, I'm the one who should be sorry! I'm fine, really...what about you, though? I'm pretty sturdy, I hope you didn't get hurt or anything...I'm sure that your patients would kill me if something happened to you.

[His attempt at a joke...well, there was an attempt, at least?]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Papers, what papers? He really can't see anyone or anything beside Diana for a moment—

Oh, these papers.

Quick to crouch down and help her, Sigma's head accidentally bumps into hers.]


I'm...I'm sorry! I didn't mean to...let me help you with that.

[Where's all your cool, Sigma...where is it, you can't go headbutting cute girls and hope that she'll like you...]

I was visiting a friend, actually...and I was looking for you.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[This is a disaster. Maybe he should just give her chocolates and run far, far, far away and forget about her. The thing is...he doubts that would be possible, especially the last part of his plan.]

It is! You didn't... [What a mess, pull yourself together, Sigma.] I just...I wanted to give you this.

[The moment Sigma shows her the box of chocolates, Diana learns why he's been scooping up these papers just with one hand.]

Thank you for taking care of him.

[Slowly running out of excuses to talk to her, Sigma's mind is racing. What else should he say...there must be something...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Ah?

[GOOD JOB, SIGMA...YOU'VE MADE HER CRY...]

P-Please don't cry...it's nothing, really...oh man, where do I have them, damn.

[The least he can do is to look for some tissues for her.

Well, if it was any other girl, he'd probably offer his shoulder nonchalantly, but he can't afford to pull that off, can he?]


If you don't like chocolates I can take you out for coffee.

[Obviously it's not the reason behind her tears, but a joke might make things a little better...?]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Well...if you're going to need something like that tomorrow as well... we can do this again. Maybe without all this bumping, though...

[It's a miracle that Diana is alright after meeting his muscles, really.]

Do I? Oh, of course I do...what's your name, then?

[You go, boy. So smooth...]

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