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Diana ([personal profile] radicalsix) wrote in [community profile] lovessorrow2016-07-17 02:32 pm

happiness is closer than you think (diana cmo)



An open post where everything is pain and nothing is okay and six billion people are dead from feels
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
We're not infected with it, I can tell that much. I hope that neither is Akane...but you're right, it may...no, it is hidden somewhere in this shelter.

[That would basically mean...no, he doesn't want to say it out loud. It could basically mean utterly destroying Diana's hopes of getting out of here sometime, someday.]

I come from the timeline in which the virus did break out...in consequence, Earth became inhabitable. I, myself, lived on the Moon for the past years.
Edited (lmao i hit enter too fast i cant believe myself) 2016-08-22 15:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's your biggest dream, isn't it...

[It's a brief one, but it's definitely a smile pulling at his lips.]

Tomorrow, Diana. Now you need to rest.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[He should have kept quiet, but Sigma just couldn't help himself.]

You told me that. That and...everything else.

[While he's cryptic about the whole thing, at the same time he's pretty sure that Diana knows what he meant: her past, her dreams, her thoughts.]

We were on the moon together.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[This is exactly what he's saying; he didn't really want to tell her now, because the chances that she'll sleep after hearing that are...zero. In this situation he can't exactly dodge the question, so...]

We were together.

[Maybe he should say that they will be together instead of that, but that would be even creepier.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Last time this man told a joke was approximately thirty years ago, most likely...]

I didn't mean to tell you that at all, frankly speaking. But you wouldn't let me off the hook if I didn't, would you...
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
[No need to tell him that Diana...he knew this all too well. For a moment here, his mind and body are really the same age, he feels like such a fool...]

You didn't, indeed. I...I don't know, Diana.

[Losing her again...he wouldn't bear it. But having her so close and pretending that he didn't care much...he simply couldn't do that.]

I didn't want to come off as a creep...I suppose. Not everyone would believe that story, after all.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know...and yet.

[He pauses for a moment, quite happy to hear that. To be fair, even with these proofs, Sigma still believes that not everyone would believe this.]

You have no idea how much I missed you, Diana.

[Maybe it's irresponsible, but he has to tell her that.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can't speak for Diana, but to him it sure feels nice.]

It's...

[Although it didn't last long, he never felt as happy as back then. The sole memory of Diana's face when they stepped into a shelter. It makes Sigma smile even now, as he presses her closer to his body.]

Maybe we'll go there one day, so you'll see for yourself.