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Diana ([personal profile] radicalsix) wrote in [community profile] lovessorrow2016-07-17 02:32 pm

happiness is closer than you think (diana cmo)



An open post where everything is pain and nothing is okay and six billion people are dead from feels
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-17 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can't help knitting his eyebrows a little while after her sneeze. She's been always like this, putting up a brave act even in a situation like this...

For a longer while, Sigma remains seated, his eyes fixed on her. It's difficult to tell what he's thinking about from his gaze, though. Immersed in his thoughts, the man even forgets to actually reply or appreciate Diana's sense of humor.]


Just close your eyes and try to count sheep or something, maybe that'll help. I won't disturb you anymore.

[It may have been the worst piece of advice he has given and he's painfully aware of that.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He knows, he knows it so well. How many times did the try that himself only to end up being more frustrated because he couldn't fall asleep at all? The answer is countless times.

As long as they're going to talk, she's not going to doze off, however.]


I'm not going to leave you, don't you worry.

[His voice is rather dry, but at least Sigma finally stands up on his feet and slowly starts walking towards the couch, being bombarded by a thousand thoughts. It wouldn't be a lie if he said that all of them are about Diana. How brave and she is, how beautiful she is, even with a runny nose.

He sits just next to her and places his hand on top of her shoulder to slowly pull her into an embrace.]


Any better?
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, he's not as stoic as Diana considers him to be, that's for sure. Years of having his emotions kept at bay couldn't dull his affection for her. There was something for him to do here, in Dcom, though and he couldn't simply just neglect many years of work because of a selfish desire.

As much as he wanted to, he just couldn't. There's too much at stake.

Now, however, they're trapped in this facility and nothing can be done unless they get out of here. So maybe, just this once...he could...]


Like this is where you belong?

[Maybe he has just said too much, but he couldn't care less.]

Or...like you're on a cloud?

[Diana told him that only once, long time ago, but he still can see her embarrassed face. Actually...he has high hopes to see it once again.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Maybe he shouldn't be so delighted to see her blushing face, but to think of it, that might be a good method to warm her up even more.]

Don't be.

[His voice is calm as ever, and he slowly tightens the grip, making sure not to hurt her but at the same time to press her closer. ]

It's...a pretty nice thing to hear.

[Even though he technically hasn't heard, it still brings a soft smile on his lips.

After all these years...it's on the tip of his tongue, but he remains quiet about it. Giving her too much information would be useless at this point, anyway.]


I'm really glad.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
Talk about the pot calling the kettle back.

[Which doesn't exactly mean he doesn't enjoy listening to her, quite the opposite even.]

Just a little while, hm?

[Does he sound somewhat...disappointed? Actually, even if she tried pulling away from him, Sigma's not sure if he would let her go at this point.]

We can stay like this as long as you want, Diana.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds like something Phi would say.

[They're agreeing on that one, at least. He has no reason for stopping her, so his response is just a shrug. And since she goes ahead and asks him the question, Sigma really has no choice but to answer.]

You're...rather observant.

[These words are spoken with a tone of someone who knew that way earlier, but that's not all.]

Also, you're right. It's like almost I don't want to get close with you. Almost. The truth is...

[He takes a deep sigh. How should he put it, which words should he use? Something tells him that it should be easy, but it isn't. Finally, he lowers his voice to a whisper, and leans in closer to say the words right into her ear, warming it up with his breath as well.]

I'd like to be over the moon all the time.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knows well, maybe a bit too well that'll she understand. Knowing what Diana has been through and more feels like cheating, but it can't be helped.

However, maybe it's high time to stop keeping all the answers to himself and share them with not just with anyone, but with his beloved? She has the right to know the truth, after all.]


You're right.

[If Diana was ready for a long battle on this field, Sigma's answer could come off as almost disappointing.]

I doubt I could push you away after this, though.

[That said, he smiles briefly just before pressing a gentle kiss against her lips.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe too sudden, perhaps? Sigma looks away immediately (and doesn't get a chance to look at her flustered face, sadly), embarrassed with himself. He should have remained calm instead of letting his emotions take over him. What's done is done, though.]

I—

[He's about to apologize, but stops there. Should he really be sorry for what he has done? It doesn't seem right.]

It was, but at the same time...it wasn't.

[It's been something he had been wanting to do all this time.]

Didn't you see that one coming?
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-18 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her answer, or more accurately, her attempt at answering is quite amusing, but Sigma tries not to smile too much. Instead, he places his hand on the nape of her neck and offers his shoulder, in case she'd like to hide her face there.]

I'm afraid I have to skip that step.

[It's so bad, but so endearing at the same time.]

What should the next one be, though?

[Playing it safe now...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-21 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[In order not to hurt her, Sigma must hold back his laughter. A date here sounds just too ridiculous. On the other hand...if Diana wants it, then he has to work with what they have and do his best.

Well, maybe he doesn't have to...the thing is, he'd like to do all that.]


I can take you to the bar, or we can watch the sky...and the clouds.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-07-22 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[When he speaks again, his voice is surprisingly soft compared to his usual firm tone.]

Diana...

[She's so brave, even now. But maybe, just maybe...he's mistaking it for something else, different than bravery? They don't know whether they'll get out of here or not, but it sure feels nice to imagine going on a real date someday.]

All I can offer are biscuits, but we can eat them together for dinner.

[He smiles bitterly to himself.]

I'll tell you whatever you'd like to know.
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let's hope i'm less busy and faster in another timeline...smh

[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-06 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[pantry what pantry what are you talking about, life is simply unfair]

I wish my whole life story would make a great bedtime story...I truly doubt so, but I promised.

[After that, there's a pause, just like he needed some time to gather all the information. It may seem weird, given it's going to be about his own life, though.]

I was born in 2006, my childhood was pretty normal except for one thing. [Sigma goes quiet for a short while, visibly bracing himself for something...] Cat Meowsion. I mean...man-sion. Long story short, one day I realized I can talk to cats and understand them. But I wasn't supawssed to tell anyone about it, but I told a girl on accident and I was cursed. Meow, every time someone mentions cats I talk in cat puns.

[Look at his straight, serious face as he tells her the story, just look at it.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even though she's chuckling so much, Sigma still manages to keep up his straight face. Didn't he promise that he'd tell her only the truth? Of course he did, and yet she's laughing at this unbelievable, but definitely real story.]

That...that actually happened, you know.

[Proving it may be difficult unless the cat puns may be considered a proof.]

Should I move on or...

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