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Diana ([personal profile] radicalsix) wrote in [community profile] lovessorrow2016-07-17 02:32 pm

happiness is closer than you think (diana cmo)



An open post where everything is pain and nothing is okay and six billion people are dead from feels
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22 YO LOOKING FOR LOVE

[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[If this wasn't a fateful encounter, then Sigma had absolutely no idea how one would look like.

When they met for the first time, he had been visiting one of his friends in the hospital. It was nothing serious, but he needed to be hospitalized for a few days and since there was no helping it, Sigma offered to help him out with all kinds of things: from bringing his friend stuff from his room back in the dorms to shopping for snacks or soft drinks. It wasn't like Sigma had anything better to do, really...just a thesis to write. No big deal, especially since inspiration he needed was nowhere to be found.

That afternoon, he had brought his friend his favorite book, so he could kill some time when he would be alone. That was when it happened.

She entered the room.

Honestly speaking, to Sigma, it was more like she gracefully glided across the hospital room more than just walking. And her smile, he had never seen such a radiant smile. It made him completely ignore the fact that her eyes seemed rather tired—all he could notice was how beautiful they were.

He couldn't even make out what she was saying, but fortunately for Sigma, she just spoke to his friend and went out in a haste so she wouldn't bother them. It wasn't too difficult to pick up that Sigma would love to be bothered for hours and his friend didn't fail to notice that.]


Ain't I lucky?

[One lucky bastard...Sigma looked around the room, trying to come up with a plan how to become a patient as well. His friend could tell what was going on in his head and just laughed before giving him a box of chocolates he kept in the drawer.]

Well, I thought about giving her this...I must ask you for your help one more time, pal.

[Truly touched, Sigma took the chocolates and went on how he owed his friend one. He sure did, but before repaying his debt, there was an important task he needed to fulfill immediately.

That's why he's standing in the hallway right now, looking around and grasping the box of chocolates tightly behind his back. Just where is she...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[It really must be his lucky day—not only did he find a cute girl, but also said cute girl bumped right into him. Yes, definitely a lucky day. However, instead of just standing here and contemplating how fortunate he is, he should just respond...which he eventually does, of course, but before that happens Sigma just stares at her, making the situation way more awkward than it was, probably.]

N-No, I'm the one who should be sorry! I'm fine, really...what about you, though? I'm pretty sturdy, I hope you didn't get hurt or anything...I'm sure that your patients would kill me if something happened to you.

[His attempt at a joke...well, there was an attempt, at least?]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Papers, what papers? He really can't see anyone or anything beside Diana for a moment—

Oh, these papers.

Quick to crouch down and help her, Sigma's head accidentally bumps into hers.]


I'm...I'm sorry! I didn't mean to...let me help you with that.

[Where's all your cool, Sigma...where is it, you can't go headbutting cute girls and hope that she'll like you...]

I was visiting a friend, actually...and I was looking for you.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[This is a disaster. Maybe he should just give her chocolates and run far, far, far away and forget about her. The thing is...he doubts that would be possible, especially the last part of his plan.]

It is! You didn't... [What a mess, pull yourself together, Sigma.] I just...I wanted to give you this.

[The moment Sigma shows her the box of chocolates, Diana learns why he's been scooping up these papers just with one hand.]

Thank you for taking care of him.

[Slowly running out of excuses to talk to her, Sigma's mind is racing. What else should he say...there must be something...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Ah?

[GOOD JOB, SIGMA...YOU'VE MADE HER CRY...]

P-Please don't cry...it's nothing, really...oh man, where do I have them, damn.

[The least he can do is to look for some tissues for her.

Well, if it was any other girl, he'd probably offer his shoulder nonchalantly, but he can't afford to pull that off, can he?]


If you don't like chocolates I can take you out for coffee.

[Obviously it's not the reason behind her tears, but a joke might make things a little better...?]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Well...if you're going to need something like that tomorrow as well... we can do this again. Maybe without all this bumping, though...

[It's a miracle that Diana is alright after meeting his muscles, really.]

Do I? Oh, of course I do...what's your name, then?

[You go, boy. So smooth...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Look, he's nervous okay...]

Sigma. It's nice to meet you, but it'll be much nicer to meet you after work, I think...

[Ah, this is really going quite nicely. Now he just has to watch out not to ruin it.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[The cutest ton of bricks in the whole world...

Wait, she didn't refuse? Sure, he tried to be charming and all, but Sigma was worried that he may be a bit too fast. It might have been the very first time he was so anxious about it, too. Which he's going to realize later.]


O-Of course. We can meet wherever you want and anytime you want. Just name the place and I'll be there.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[Did she...she did.

Sigma has just realized that he might have been mistaken about Diana; a shy girl wouldn't be joking like that, would she? But that's a good sign and Sigma finds himself grinning at her shortly after.

Which is something he should do after they part ways, but it can't be helped.]


Alright, I'll call you right away when I find the right place. I shouldn't bother you any longer, should I...?

[PATIENTS CAN WAIT. Can they really, though.]