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Diana ([personal profile] radicalsix) wrote in [community profile] lovessorrow2016-07-17 02:32 pm

happiness is closer than you think (diana cmo)



An open post where everything is pain and nothing is okay and six billion people are dead from feels
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 02:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's going to forgive her only because he's older than her and knows better than that.

On the other hand, hearing Diana giggle for the first time in a while...all of a sudden it doesn't matter whether she believes his story or not, as long as it manages to cheer her up even if a little.]


Apart from that, my childhood was pretty normal. School, friends, all that until college. It got pretty catastrophic later, though...

[After all these years he can't hold back the cat puns...]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[DIANA NO—

Answering that question must wait for a while, though; his expression lightens up, and it looks like he's about to let out a chuckle himself, but in the end, no sound comes out.]


Un-fur-tunate...indeed. For the entire world.

[Now, that sounds serious.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-19 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Joking isn't his style, well...not anymore?]

Something terrible happened here, in this very shelter. Something that caused the death of six billion people. A virus outbreak...

[Despite promising her to be honest, he has to lie this time and pretend he doesn't know what possibly happened. It's not even because of the paradox that would occur, but simply for her own sake.]

I'm here to figure it out and prevent it from happening if that's possible.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
We're not infected with it, I can tell that much. I hope that neither is Akane...but you're right, it may...no, it is hidden somewhere in this shelter.

[That would basically mean...no, he doesn't want to say it out loud. It could basically mean utterly destroying Diana's hopes of getting out of here sometime, someday.]

I come from the timeline in which the virus did break out...in consequence, Earth became inhabitable. I, myself, lived on the Moon for the past years.
Edited (lmao i hit enter too fast i cant believe myself) 2016-08-22 15:35 (UTC)
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-22 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It's your biggest dream, isn't it...

[It's a brief one, but it's definitely a smile pulling at his lips.]

Tomorrow, Diana. Now you need to rest.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[He should have kept quiet, but Sigma just couldn't help himself.]

You told me that. That and...everything else.

[While he's cryptic about the whole thing, at the same time he's pretty sure that Diana knows what he meant: her past, her dreams, her thoughts.]

We were on the moon together.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[This is exactly what he's saying; he didn't really want to tell her now, because the chances that she'll sleep after hearing that are...zero. In this situation he can't exactly dodge the question, so...]

We were together.

[Maybe he should say that they will be together instead of that, but that would be even creepier.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Last time this man told a joke was approximately thirty years ago, most likely...]

I didn't mean to tell you that at all, frankly speaking. But you wouldn't let me off the hook if I didn't, would you...
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
[No need to tell him that Diana...he knew this all too well. For a moment here, his mind and body are really the same age, he feels like such a fool...]

You didn't, indeed. I...I don't know, Diana.

[Losing her again...he wouldn't bear it. But having her so close and pretending that he didn't care much...he simply couldn't do that.]

I didn't want to come off as a creep...I suppose. Not everyone would believe that story, after all.
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know...and yet.

[He pauses for a moment, quite happy to hear that. To be fair, even with these proofs, Sigma still believes that not everyone would believe this.]

You have no idea how much I missed you, Diana.

[Maybe it's irresponsible, but he has to tell her that.]
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[personal profile] pawsibility 2016-08-23 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can't speak for Diana, but to him it sure feels nice.]

It's...

[Although it didn't last long, he never felt as happy as back then. The sole memory of Diana's face when they stepped into a shelter. It makes Sigma smile even now, as he presses her closer to his body.]

Maybe we'll go there one day, so you'll see for yourself.